Thursday, September 28, 2006

Noise

I can't sleep well with complete silence. Yet, with the slightest change in noise I am awoken and fail to return to my previous state of fairy dreamland.
With the change in weather comes more noise-that being the sound of the radiator....
A.K.A: Howl's Moving Castle.
If you've seen the movie, you know the noise that I'm talking about. Well, it's the sound that I hear everytime the radiator decides to turn on.
I like having a thermostat. There's comfort in knowing that when the temperature drops below 70 degrees, the heat's coming. Or 71, or 72, or 80. Whatever I decide. Unfortunately, with a radiator, I only have heat: a luxury if I lived in the early 20th century (which is when this building was built).
The comforts of home....wonderful.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Not to be too spiritual, but....

I need to pray more. Not because I have to. Not even because I want to.
Merely because I need to.
So many people today are organized in so many ways, such as myself, but really we have no discipline to our lives. I keep a routine: makeup first, blowdry the hair second, eat last-as long as I have time.
But discipline is generally maintained in order to improve, or correct upon something.
This I lack.
I am status-quo.
But really, in my head, I am so much more than that-aren't I?

Thank you very much for listening.

Now I must be off to wash my face, brush my teeth, and head to bed....